eyes r droopy...
legs r weary...
spirit is waning...
head is buzzing...
morale is in the pits...
fingers r twitching...
hands are shivering...
nerves are aching...
the capillaries close-in...
the heart slows down...
the guilt doesn't hurt anymore...
the cud-have-beens dont worry anymore...
the being is weak...
the coffee doesn't work any more...
the sleep has gone to sleep,leavin me all alone...
the various ills seem like old-buddies...
the phone-ring doesn't startle any more...
the bills don't worry anymore...
the vision blurs...
the gait shivers...
the hands shake...
the spring-in-the-step has rusted,long long ago...
the most annoying of all things,dont ruffle a feather anymore...
the eyes see, but dont register...
the ears hear, but dont listen...
the lips move, but dont speak...
the nose inhales, but doesn't breathe in...
the hands move, but dont strike...
the legs get up to move forward, but go backwards...
the page is open, but we don't read...
friends and strangers seem the same...
the soul is already resting...

me is tired...

i am not living...i lived!