i am ...
sleepy yet awake
sad but delightful
depressed yet smiling
ready to shop yet penniless
working yet vacationating
loving yet remourseful
erasing yet writing
listening yet speaking
bored yet happy
missing yet existing
learning yet deleting
composing yet editing
eating yet garnishing
dreaming yet working
driving yet lounging
sitting yet exercising
planning yet tasting success
postponing yet making it happen
spraying insecticide yet caring!
cutting flowers yet praying for longetivity
criticising yet admiring the spirit
laughing yet crying
making yet breaking it
picturing yet writing it
forgetting yet marninating it
going yet waiting
thoughtful yet heartless
worthy yet without it
deserving yet guilty

i am the dawn in the sunset...